If I had my own world...

sailing is soon.

it's gonna be awesome with... no... wind? meh, competition is next monday - wednesday, i reckon we should do pretty damn good, since we beat scotch in practice.

idk why, but i'm getting all excited about ~life~ after school. srsly, it's a little corny if you will, but i actually really am. i wanna go everywhere and do everything! quintalingual man, that's the goal, i'm one and a half languages down already. next up i wanna learn an asian language, i rly want to live in random countries, maybe go back to the UAE for a bit? cuz it's awesome there.

and america. i don't know why, but for some reason, america is really appealing to me.  i want to live there someday, in some big, bustling city. i mean i love perth, i actually do, but i miss the hustle and bustle of living in a big city. even aberdeen's more alive than perth is! i just want to travel heaps, and simply have an awesome life. a little contradictory since im sitting here, at a computer i know, but srsly, if you don't look around once in a while, you're going to miss it. everything. i try to live with no regretts, and it's actually working well. shit happens. build a bridge, move on. 

heaps of people i've talked to about this get all scared for leaving school, because they're going to 'miss everyone'. honestly, if the people in question mean that much to you, you'll find some way of keeping in contact. and if you lose contact... well obviously, you weren't that great friends in the first place, because if you are, you'll always make the effort.

that's my little worldly rant for today kiddies, so do me a favour: turn off the screen, go outside and smell the roses for once!

holidays have been pretty good man, but busy. i need to study more >.<, like need to need to.

but at the same time nooo. need relaxing break you know?

im sorry im talking about homework, BUT WHATEVER YOUR READING THIS SO DEAL WITH IT.

applic=done
discrete=done
chem= revised for about 20 minutes today?
french=nothing
lit= done a teeny bit
drama= NOTHING AHH
philosophy= nothing. 


i knoww we have a while left, but still, i've got sailing monday, tuesday, wednesday next week, so can't do any those days.

but still other stuff has been good and happy! :D

at least i think it's good.

i've come to realise that i am the most socially awkward person i know, srsly, i am so awkward its amazing.

that's what life college has taught me!

idk idk idk.

angst is angsty. but im not exaclty angsty right now.

just kinda.. IDK. i dont even know how i feel about anything anymore. i always get like this when im alone, i need to go out!

i keep thinking that the potential for a mistake here is huge, i dont even know. i get myself into holes, srsly, i sweep things under the rug, it's a problem i have...

and its only third day of holidays, and im already freaking out about masses of homework. WHY?!

HUGH JACKMAN IS ON ROVE.

i don't care how old he is people, he is freaking attractive.

friday will be amazing y/mfy?

need to make a sign saying "show us your reginald". YAY MORE SIGNS!

lols, being cryptic was amusing, but now the crypt has been divulged, but not to everyone, some people probably think it was obvious anyway. apparantly it is. on facebook caddy just asked me about it, and i was all 'who told you?' and he was all 'no one, i just observed it.'

so apparantly it was. *le sigh* 

and then everyone will know ahh. well they will now, cuz he'll tell her, and she'll tell everyone...

IF ANYONE SAYS 'AWW' I HURT YOU YES? mehh anyways. 

should revise for something now... chem? meh, i should be fineee.

since i think my last ~cryptic~ post was enjoyed by all, I'll post another one.

i think i'm on the verge of committing to something, i've never done it this way round before, but perhaps it will work better for me?

thing is, i was thinking a lot about this before anyone said anything, and now that they told me, they think i'm doing it because of that. i'm actually not though, which is le gay, otherwise i'd have said something before now. but still, like i said, don't want to make a mistake. 

also, i was kinda an advocate against this at the beginning of the year... ahh conformist! haha. mehhh. 


think that was too obvious?


SEVEN DAYS.
PITHJISEJHO;SRJOHINUTDNGBH;D;UGD;BIDFONG

i get my life back in 10 days. schweet.

lit is failing, well actually i don't know if it is. last time i srsly thought i failed and i got highest mark ever, HOW? must find out sometime.

i r confused. and confused is not a shape.

don't want to make a mistake, don't think i am. just resenting the fact that i'm probably the next one.. not that that changes anything.

PDA'S ARE A NO-NO PEOPLE! (well hugging yes but not attatched.) lol i know i shouldn't go on, i could end up being a hypocrit someday, but whatever. 

anyone have any good pie/muffin recipes that are quick/easy? 

i knew this blog thing would fail, muahaha. yep i've been neglecting it, and procrastinating by other means, until i realised, that this is actually a very good way to waste time.

my grammar has gone completely down hill in the past few months, and since having to talk in front of the house a lot, i've realised just how quickly i talk, how many times i say like, and just how annoying and un-helpful my hand gestures are. whut?

just printing off some applic tests. yes i know how boring, school, unfortunately this monopolises my time, and thus i am compelled to speak about things which all of you are also going through, nethertheless this is helping you to procrastinate, so enjoy it while you can!

most exciting thing was seeing watchmen. jdm buddy was dead, and therefore not there, but that's k cuz isadora amused me throughout the entire thing, about ozymandias' and jdm's sexyness.

i think i'm coping k with school, i've not killed anyone yet, so that's a good sign, and it's already halfway through term 1. o_O

some people have given me the absolute shits so far this year, but quickly i cut them loose, srsly not gonna put effort into friendship with two-faced biatches. i'll be civil to them and all, just never trust them again. :D

apart from that everything is amusing and loller-iffic. no duhh we all have problems now and again, but they all get resolved rather quickly ehhh, and thus my relatively boring, tv filled existence! XD

(BY DOING THIS, I AVOIDED LIT FER ANOTHER NIGHT!)




*GASP*

bah first house choirs thing today EPIC FAIL. oh well at least we didn'g go as bad as blackwood. just so long as we don't lose arts fest i'm happy, everyone is going to forget about it the first day of the holidays...

still doing drama, woo! julia and i are performing friday - halp!

why must i cry over everything? god, i try to argue with parents and i just start crying when i'm angry i can't help it and then my voice goes high pitched and noone takes me seriously. gah so annoying.

don't actually have that many assessments this term, but i don't wanna jinx myself... *shifty eyes*

USERPICS? AHH

"one week closer to the tee" stfu mr. craig.

bahh.

chocolate coated peanuts are amazing.

did a question out of a tee applic. book for hw. :O *le gasp*

had so much homework yesterday it's insane, and i still have like 3 days worth of drama homework... if that subject wasn't so much fun i'd srsly drop it cuz of the work load.

teeny una mitchell locker that everything doesn't fit in, woo?

bdo was good, cbf reviewing but arctic monkeys were good and i totally high-fived the pendulum dude.

i go to download music for house choirs nao.

ETA: can't speel.

k so since all the cool kids are doing it, i thought that i'd give this whole blog thing a try. so sit down and stfu while you read some shit you don't really care about. i'll try not to bitch or whine, just write about stuff that's happened in my day, so you people can be all tl;dr and then get back to something you actually care about. (also bellarr may be the only person who understands my chat speek skillz, cuz capslock_spn is actually ruining my life/grammar).

so's today i'm just getting my crap together for school, trying to get a study timetable together, cuz i'm an organisation freak like that. and 7 subjects and arts fest is a bitch, but mehh it's all cool, feeling better about that stuff today.

spn related news flash: j-pad broke up with sandy? like whut weren't they engaged? i r confused?

i'm beautifying my student planner thing, i know we get new ones monday but whateverrr.

bdobdobdo

i'll probably run out of time for this blog thing but oh well

1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely shag.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. ADD FOUR OF YOUR OWN AT THE END.



1.) Dr. Christian Troy (Nip/Tuck, tv) ?
2.) Mike Delfino (Desperate Housewives, tv) ?
3.) Dr. Gregory House (House M.D., tv)
4.) Warrick Brown (CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, tv) ?
5.) Dr. Derek Shepherd (Grey’s Anatomy, tv)
6.) Anthony (Tony) DiNozzo (NCIS, tv)
7.) Jim Halpert (The Office, tv) ?
8.) James 'Sawyer' Ford (Lost, tv)
9.) Danny Taylor (Without A Trace, tv) ?
10.) Derek Morgan (Criminal Minds, tv) ?
11.) Noah Bennet (Heroes, tv)
12.) Michael Scofield (Prison Break, tv) ?
13.) Dr. John ‘J.D.’ Dorian (Scrubs, tv) ?
14.) Sam Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
15.) Chandler Bing (Friends, tv)
16.) Jack Bauer (24, tv) ?
17.) Jason Bourne (The Bourne Identity, movie)
18.) Westley (The Princess Bride, movie)
19.) Captain Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean, movie)
20.) Rusty Ryan (Ocean’s 11, movie)
21.) Detective Mac Taylor (CSI: NY, tv) ?
22.) Detective Danny Messer (CSI: NY, tv) ?
23.) Sheriff Jack Carter (EUReKA, tv) ?
24.) Dr. Nathan Stark (EUReKA, tv) ?
25.) Jonathan Creek (Jonathan Creek, tv) ?
26.) Dr. James Wilson (House, MD, tv)
27.) Mark Corrigan (Peep Show, tv) ?
28.) Fitzwilliam Darcy (Pride and Prejudice, tv, book and movie)
29.) Jools Siviter (Spooks a/k/a MI5, tv) ?
30.) Captain Jack Harkness (Dr. Who/Torchwood, tv)
31.) Danny Ocean (Ocean's 11, movie)
32.) Jack Bristow (Alias. tv) ?
33.) Dr. Owen Harper (Torchwood, tv)
34.) The Doctor (Doctor Who, tv)
35.) Commodore James Norrington (Pirates of the Carribean, movies)
6.) Nathan Petrelli (Heroes, tv)
37.) John Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
38.) Eric Delko (CSI: Miami, tv) ?
39.) Rick Simon (Simon & Simon, tv) ?
40.) Ardeth Bay (The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, movies) ?
41.) Withnail (Withnail & I, movie)?
42.) Gene Hunt (Life on Mars, tv) ?
43.) Dean Winchester (Supernatural, tv)
44.) Giles (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, tv) ?
45.) Mick St. John (Moonlight, tv) ?
46.) Mr. Big (Sex and the City, tv) ?
47.) Henry Fitzroy (Blood Ties, tv) ?
48.) Tim Riggins (Friday Night Lights,tv) ?
49.) Peter Petrelli (Heroes, tv)
50.) Logan Echolls (Veronica Mars,tv) ?
51.) Rodney McKay (SGA, tv) ?
52.) Chris Keller (Oz, tv) ?
53.) Mohinder Suresh (Heroes, tv)
54.) John Sheppard (SGA, tv) ?
55.) Dr. Daniel Jackson (SG-1, tv) ?
56.) Alec McDowell (Dark Angel, tv)
57.) Spike (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, tv)?
58.) Priestly (Ten Inch Hero, movie)
59.) Captain Malcolm Reynolds (Firefly, tv; Serenity, movie) ?
60.) Clark Kent (Smallville, tv)
61.) Oliver Queen (Smallville, tv)
62.) Buck Wilmington (Magnificent Seven, tv) ?
63.) Will Turner (Pirates of the Caribbean, movie)
64.) Aragorn (Lord of the Rings Trilogy, movie)
65.) Sweeney Todd (Sweeney Todd [Tim Burton version], movie)
66.) Gilbert Grape (What’s Eating Gilbert Grape, movie) ?
67.) Willy Wonka (Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, movie)
68.) Officer Tom Hanson (21 Jump Street, tv) ?
69.) Legolas Greenleaf (Lord Of The Rings, movie)
70.) Sam (Benny & Joon, movie)?
71.) Jordan Catalano (My So-Called Life, tv)?
72.) Angel (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, tv)?
73.) Lucas Scott (One Tree Hill, tv)
74.) Jack Sheperd (Lost, tv)

Well I was watching my Season 1 DVD, and I've been trying to decide which Supernatural Episodes are my favourites, I've come up with:

S1: Bloody Mary, Nightmare, Hell House

S2: Born Under a Bad Sign and All Hell Breaks Loose Pt 1.

Of course all SN Eps are made of awesome, those just happen to be my absolute favs.

Peace Out.